It's been a long time since the last time i wrote for this blog. Lately, writing become something that i want to avoid but i can not. It get me sick. All my assignment is related to writing, well... i just want to takes this post to open my heart... a little bit hurting but i still smile... cause its beautiful...
Here is still alive
In the middle of my tight activity
In the middle of so much tasks
something that i want to wipe away
keep being clouds in my day
something that i can see clearly
but also keep hurting
and never able for me to reach
as hard as i keep them away
it still appear
looking at something like you
there was a moment
i want you to come back
but life still a life
something that go can never come back again
looking at you from this distance is now enought
i never even brave to give my hand to shakehand
as a friend
cause here still alive although a little
it still hurting
but i smile for everything making you happy
if it is able...
i want to draw a big smile in your chest
just to show you i am fine
-yheni :)-
